salvatore-shan

Just wanted to let you guys know that I have a new dA account. I'm more or less abandoning this one. I'm satsuki--chan now, so... >w< Also, my old journal may as well be scrapped, since all that heartache has more or less been forgotten now. I'm perfectly happy. Could still be happier, but that is a bridge I will cross soon (hopefully) to the green, green other side. 8D Baiii, guys.

So I know nobody is going to read this. Like I give a f*ck, I just need to let this out. Has anyone of you ever been/or are any of you in love with someone so much that it's killing you inside? And you know it, and it's very real, very literal, yet there's nothing you can do about it? [changes tense to help her explosion of emotion along] You try and tell yourself you shouldn't love this person? You still love them anyway. You try seeing other people? You can't, you feel dirty, uncomfortable and you even see them in your head, hear their 'voices' and tell yourself you're wrong, this isn't what you want. You cry yourself to sleep mostly e

I can't promise this is a permanent thing, but a while ago I did indeed make another account and... and now I've forgotten not only the password but the username too. [squeal] How stupid can I get? So... [cough] I'm back at college. Back with the nifty Photoshop. &lt;3 I'm actually learning how to use it. Hence my recent uploads. And who knows? There may be more to come. I'm sorry about the lack of fanfictions out of me recently, but I'm really in a writing dip. I'm only in the mood to write my book and roleplay, and it's been that way for so long that I feel bad for neglecting my fics, and yet can't really find the time to do anything a